Wake up in the moring at 7.30.... actually thought of going to the beach, but how to at this time?? So instead went out for breakfast and go to town together with my wife.... alight at far East sq and noticed that the Hans over there had closed shop.... what a pity, no more place to go next time.... probably has to go to GE building....

Sit there for a while to read, and then go to the gym, just for 45 mins.... bath and take lunch.... wonder whether to go back home, but thought of taking train and bus put me off... so when for a movie instead.....

after finished reading the book "Trading to Win", trying to see what is my problem......

Deep inside me, I wanted very much to be able to trade for a living, but the fear of failure keep pulling me back.... think best is to do it on a part time basis until I can surpass my full time income..... damn it....

Need about USD8,000 per month to qualified for full time trading.... now my P&L for this month is only 2500... and still have open position, so may be worst when moneday start....