A bunch of arragont people--- the Americans

To me, I find that Americans are the most arragont people on this planet Earth, and this is confirmed by a survey published in the papers a few days ago...... saying the Americans, according to a survey, are arragont, insensitive to local culture.

To them, America is the world and everyone else must follow their way of doing things... furthermore, they carry double standards, as can be seen in the UN.... they are also hypocrites.... preventing other countries to develop nuclear weapons and capabilities, siting that those countries may use it on others.... they should just look at history.... in history, the Americans are the only country that make use of weapon of mass destrutions on others (remember Hiroshima and Nagasaki?). So what make them have the moral authority to tell others what to do about WMD?

And apparently, the Americans shallow knowledge in international affairs just make me laugh. Can you imagine in front of President Hu of China, they can say "the national anthem of Republic of China", which is infact Taiwan? Then of course, you have the infanous case of George Bush actually do not know who's who in the other country when asked by a reporter before he is elected as president?

All these makes me laugh.... and of course, the Americans only know how to blame others for their own problem.... trade deficit is the problem of undervalue RMB, etc.... need I say more?

Job hunting

Been jobless for the pass three months..... went for numerous interviews and the fraustrating thing is that none of the interviewers offer me a job.... I mean, if they thing that my resume is not good, why bother to ask me for the interview... total waste of my time.

It just feel so lousy sitting at home everyday while my wife is out working....she is having problems with her work.... and I really do not know what to do to help... in fact I am so helpless and useless..... if there is a God up there, then are you listening to my plead? I just want a job...

Try to make a living by trading, and the result is that I lost 11 k USD in the market..... what the hell is happening to my life? Try to see if fungshui help.... but after spending so much money in consultation, renovation and buying all those things, my luck seems to turn for the worst.....

I do not know how long more can I endure..... sometimes, I just hope that once I fall asleep, I can just fall asleep forever and never wake up.... unfortunately, that never happens.

Come to thing about it, in both of my workplace in American MNC, both ended up as the wrong place to work.... first was with GM..... can fired when they consolidate the operation to Europe, and with my ex-company, things just turn out so badly... especially with my asshole boss....... I just curse both these companies and hope that they go bankrupt.... good things is that GM may be bankrupt soon, and my curse seems to be working.....

Went out with Steven last night... have a long talk with him.

It is really depressed to be out of a job... under estimated the psychological impact....have been doing nothing for the day... cannot sleep.... really lost.

Worst thing is that my trading is not making money... damn it.... I really do not know how to face my wife if I cannot bring back the beacon.