Tuesday 18 Oct

Last night trading had really taken a toll on me. Work up at 2.30 am to monitor my position. But at least I lower my stop on IWM. It would have been stopped out this moring but still pocketed some profit...... GOOG has a good run... so should be up overall...

The stupid advisor's series are draining money and profit out of the portfolio.

AAPL trade was not good, need to understand what went wrong for me, why I entered the trade.... have this feeling that it is not a valid entry....

Work up feeling sick... need to rest....Went to see a GP, get a MC, come back home to sleep. But bloody contractor doing renovation in don't know which floor... cannot sleep.

Wake up, have some cereral and bread for lunch..... log on to computer to do the cash balance for company work........ damn it, what sort of life is this?

I must really plan to get myself of this shithole.....

Target to go trading full time next year March...... but can I? I have confident in my trading, but.....there is always a BIG BUT.....

If you do not have a plan, then it is most likely that you are part of other people's plan..... I donot want to be part of other people's plan......

That is why I have to take action...... I am not sure... but if everything happen for a reason, then this whole episode of me joining this company as the regional treasurer, the reason must then be for me to take action towards trading full-time.... I will probably not do that if I am still in my previous job.....

I am trying to be a better trader everyday..... just focus to be a bettr trader everyday, and the money will come......