I just have this uneasy feeling, the feeling that my boss is going to fire me.

Not that I wish to stay in this job, but the reality is that I need a monthly paycheck inorder to survive. I may be able to get by in my trading, but it will be much more comfortable with a monthly paycheck so that at least I know that my expense is being taken care of. Also, if there are losses, at least I know that I still have a paycheck to cover my loss in the subsequent month.

I hope I am wrong in this feeling. This will probably be the worst of time to lose a job, with my baby boy coming. Sometimes I feel so useless. As a top student in my university, how come I have to endure such fate. The fungshui master, after looking into my birth chart, told me straight at my face that my career is going down the drain and that is going to affect my every other thing - marriage, relationship, self-confidence etc. etc. The only way is to be above to make money, and for that, I paid 1500 for a pennant. Hope this really help.

I really hope that I can run my trading business successfully. As long as I can generate an amount about the same as my monthly paycheck, I think I should be fine. So God, please help me.